“I won’t just disappear out of the blue without proper goodbyes,” said the person who recently ghosted me. I'm pretty sure that will be the words of the next person who enters my life and leaves without warning. If there’s a complete thought to describe you right now; YOU ARE THE ABSOLUTE WORST. I wish with all my soul that our paths never crossed in this lifetime.
Of course, even you could not determine why you did what you did. It’s as basic as “you’re a guy, its normal”. How I wish waking up knowing that I’ve been ‘ghosted’ is easy — but no. I have to constantly ask myself whether or not there is something wrong with me. Am I ugly? Am Is my anxiety too much? Is there something wrong with how I dress? If you only knew how tiring it is to think of the reason why you suddenly disappeared.
You see, all I ever wanted was to keep you around and call you somebody worthy of my heart, but instead you went away like the rest of them and you act as if I never existed in your lifetime. Why hurt someone who never intended to cause you harm? Does it make you sleep well at night?
If only ghosting constitutes to being haunted or a nightmare you can't wake up from, but I doubt that you’ll ever achieve your sacred dream; let me remind you that bad karma is just around the corner and it will come to you when you can’t do anything about it anymore.
Time doesn’t heal things. You left a void in my heart that I’ll carry with me, always.
With all my resentment,
The person you ghosted