It is never an easy task to move on.
Specially, if your heart is still willing to hold on.
I know, the heart is one hell of a organ.
Making you do things that you clearly know will never end too well.
Swelling up your head with false hopes and dreams and re-framing them again and again every time they shatter.
But sometimes you have to fight these sentiments.
Push back those emotions somewhere they won't be in charge of your life and your decisions.
Because at some point you will have to let go.
If not, you will never be able to feel the joy of life again.
So take a deep breath.
Place your hand over your heart.
Just clear your mind and feel it.
And remind yourself that you are alive for reason.
Don’t give up on life that easy.
Listen to some depressing music and cry your heart out.
Cry so much that you could probably fill a house like Alice did in Wonderland.
Eat what ever you want, eat a lot of it.
I'm sure you will still look beautiful.
The next day:
Play music really loud and dance and sing on the top of your lungs.
Bury yourself in your comforter and relax.
Take out your best PJ's and have a girls night in.
Smile at strangers.
Smile when you see yourself in the mirror and take pictures.
Go for a walk and show your beautiful smiling face and make him wish he never said good bye.
And don’t EVER regret anything.
As teenage love, its more like a roller coaster.
It's cliché, but so true at the same time.
Getting really excited to hear his voice.
That moment where your heart stops when you finally have the guts to tell him you like him too.
Thinking about his every feature and every moment you both spend together.
Never being able to explain that first kiss; too good to be true.
The fights, screams and yells where your whole body feels weak, with your heart hanging heavily.
Falling asleep crying, thinking that nothing could be worse, feeling like you have hit rock bottom.
Yet you should be thankful to have the ability to feel that hurt, that you found that someone who could actually make you feel that way.
For some people its too late… because in those years that we have, where we laugh and cry, we learn to love and be strong.
Don't built up these walls too early, since it will only make you feel hollow inside later on.
And don’t take these years for granted as you will never get them back.
And possibly never feel the same again.
Make friends with your intuition.
Trust your gut.
Accept the fact that sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Make millions of mistakes so that you will know how to choose what you really need, and know when to hold on and to let go.
Love hard and love without reservation.
Open yourself to possibility.
Own your reality without apology.
Be wild, crazy and gloriously free.
And always hold your head up high, and don’t let that crown on your head fall.
Because you are a princess, and always will be.
You just haven't met your prince on a white horse YET!